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Thursday, January 13, 2005
skool was pretty boring today. blame it on all the d r y subjects
i miss my PL darr cann. after switching seats, i've landed in a remote area. not dat maz, hairin, zahra and all those around me are strangers or something but i just feel awkward larr i miss all my chatterings :( ha ha after skool, pauu and i went over to elvis's house played with her kitten- niel it's soooo freaking small you can just trample on it with one foot but it's cute!! -squeals a pity the other one-dan dan died :(( it has got pweety eyes haiii hung around till 4 before the three of us went for tuition arghs! it was stressing aiights -yanks hair well, obviously. since it's MAAATHS tuition ended late and my moma called to suggest this "instead of taking a bus to the mrt station, then taking a train. why dont you just take a taxi to the station. then you wont hafta wait for the bus larr.." WHAT DA HELL ?? might as well take taxi all the way home right?? rahh. anywayy, elvis walked me to da bus stop and we concluded dat cabs have something against me actually, it's all transportation. mrts, buses and wud have you larr haiii. i wonder why yesterday was comical tho :) studied at airport T1 with elvis and pauu. and mel made em laugh so much, elvis had cramps. thanks to dumb and silly mel -applause there was the 'fat ass; a storage for baby' theory, my very very traumatising bear nightmare. and the freaky 'the village' movie which i absoulutely could not recall who i watched it with elvis and pauu swore they didnt watch it with me but i made the both of em say it's em anyway heh. aiights. i need to stop typing. my depress mood is switched on. yet again. fcuk. i'm sorry...i didn't mean to call you but i couldn't fight it i guess i was weak and couldn't even hide it and so I surrender...just to hear your voice don't know how many times i said..."i'm gonna live with out you" and maybe someone else is standing there beside you but there's something baby that you need to know that deep inside me...i feel like i'm dying i have to see you...it's all that i'm asking vida...give me back my fantasies the courage that i need to live the air that i breathe carino mio...my world becomes so empty my day's are so cold and lonely and each night I taste...the purest of pain. i wish i could tell you i'm feeling better everyday that i didn't hurt when you walked away but to tell you the truth...i can't find my way and deep inside me...i feel like i'm dying i have to see you...it's all that i'm asking baby and each night I taste... the purest of pain. |